Monday, April 9, 2012

only when I mean it

If I apologized for it, then I meant that. Not those little nothing sorrys that pop out.
I'm getting there, it's not morally comfortable to get to where I nearly am, but it is comfortable. If I didn't apologize for it, then I'm not sorry.
Everyone gets over it. Everyone does it...will do it...has done it. But I'm not sorry for those things.
so if you haven't heard me say so, you can safely assume I won't...although there are those rare instances where I just can't...from pride or duck tape.
When we were kids if we fucked up someone else's shit [toys/food/face] some adult figure of discipline would come along and force us into saying sorry...
So we would kick the dirt, look away and mumble out our defeat.
I don't have to do that anymore.
and I won't.
unless of course I actually am sorry.
Stranger things have happened you know.

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